it's just a call, a text, or a chat away.
i've been neglectful. i'm so sorry my friend.
i was never good at giving feedback, pursuing long distance friendships, or phoning just to say hi. admittedly i am lousy at that. zarene knows, lee, mark, anj, joy, adi, -- everybody knows i'm a lousy friend when it comes to that. and now i put you through this.
i'm sorry...
i know in my heart i miss you. i knowthere are conversations i want to strike WITH JUST YOU knowing that YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON WHO GETS ME. But you're too far away!:c :c :c There are updates in my life now that you've missed, just as surely there are updates in yours.
I don't know why i am this way. Forgive me my friend. I will try harder to break this ugly side of me. Forgive me.
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dont say that i make u a good bitch topic. that's juz not right. i tell them stuff cuz they're my/our friends and i got nobody else to turn to. plus id only start ranting when they'd bring up a topic about u, like u have a boyfriend now...blah..blah... you are my friend and i juz wanna know what's up. dont also think that im losing my friendship with u cuz of this. u should know me better than that. but honestly im juz tired of always making the effort of knowing how ur doin or to atleast keep in touch. i know ur not fond of texting but i thought maybe with the distance thing you could make an exception. i wuz wrong. i still tried to call u. i called ur cell, i called ur landline and i left a message. i still didnt hear from u. forgive me if i sound like a needy boyfriend now. i guess there's nothing i can do so i juz gotta deal.
FYI. Im getting married later at 4pm. you might juz wanna know.
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lemme juz repeat myself. I got ur back no matter what and If i can go back home to kick someone's ass for u i will. i love you my friend. take care of urself and of ur man and hit me up whenever.
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